after much think hmm..i think its time to settle this problem ii shall say sorry on mon but to accept it or not ii shall not bother coz ii jus feel its really my fault to make you feel this way.but after my sorry ii will carry on and be happy don wanna be trouble by this problem animore..slove it once and for all and that's it..at least ii did wat ii should do..it's oweas rite to think positivly for it's my life..ii gg to study hard for tmr dde f&n and ii will live my life not wasting it..saddness is not everything to life..ii haben been studying much this year is really time for me to buck up..ii start with nth,it's such bless to have such a gd friend and ii have made her feel that well it's my fault for not knowing it..i'm so sorry..ii feel ii really did her wrong so ii gg to clear my guilt towards her..
after this mayb ii should move around alone and really try to study..don wanna make her feel this way animore since she fine it hard to tok to me..ii don wanna make things diff for her animore she alr had a hard time for so long and she finally slove it..hope she will stay happy..and ii should really pull up my sock and really study..ii know for me the only way to stddy is to be left alone..so ii gg on a trip alone from now on to work towards my future..